Sunday, February 6, 2011

Delight!!!

It has been a little while since my last post and update and there is quite a bit to talk (er, write) about. 

The first thing is something that has been on my heart for awhile and has recently popped into my head.  My favorite verse is Psalms 37:4 "Delight yourself in the Lord and He will fulfill the desires of your heart." How wonderful is that!!! At first, it sounds kind of selfish making it seem like if you want something, just be joyful with God and you will get it.  But I am discovering that is not how it works!!  Delight in God is a wonderful feeling. It is laughing with him and at the things He does in life. It is trusting Him with my money and being able to tithe.  It is waking up with him and his word.  It is feeling the peace in my life through him.  I love it!!! I love Him so much!!  I have not had such a peace in my life.  And I believe it is because I am finally giving God what he wants; my life!!

One of the many awesome things God is doing in my life is Teach For America.  This is something that I have put my whole heart into and have had many discussions with God about. It was a big leap of faith to apply and I am now waiting for my final interview.  I have made it through the application process and the phone interview.  In early March, I will participate in a full day interview process. Every time I start to doubt my ability, I remember who is in charge. 

Recently, I have taken another risk within Teach For America.  When I first started the application process, I was picking where I wanted to go.  I was set on going to places like North Carolina and Colorado.  But I realized what and who I am doing this for.  To truly give God my life, I need to trust him where he wants to send me.  So I have selected to go where I am needed.  I was able to choose a couple places that I really didn't want to go, but for the most part I would have to trust God and see where he sends me.  It could be anywhere in the United States and I am so excited to see where he sends me to teach his children!! 

I have also signed up to volunteer with the elementary students at North Point Church.  I have been to several churches in Springfield trying to find one that I love.  About 8 months ago, I did!!!  North Point is exactly what I have been looking for.  I love the music and the atmosphere.  I love the way that they accept everyone from all walks of life!  It is truly an open place with non-judgemental people. The pastor is real and speaks with such passion and experience from his life.  If you are ever in Springfield, you should come to church with me.  It is amazing!!  I am nervous to leave the church if I end up moving somewhere, but I know that God will help me in the search again. 

Please pray for me.  Pray that I continue to find Delight in God and send thoughts and confidence my way for the interview. 

I pray that you find Delight in God and learn to trust Him!!! 

I love you!

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